Wednesday, June 17, 2009

And this is about as social as I get now.

I'm just sick and tired of the same old shit happening everytime the holidays come round. I'm tired of fighting. I'm tired of having selfish thoughts that I immediately feel guilty over the next second. Sick of crying. Sick of trying to reason with you. Done with trying to earn impossible brownie points. Done with all the lying.

I've resigned myself to this sad miserable existence.

3 comments:

Vada said...

its not selfish you know. i would feel the same way as you if i were in your shoes :(
i dont really know what to say to comfort you but feel better soon! :)
we'll make the best of what we have!

ame said...

glad you're feeling better now fat! think happy thoughts :) loveyaa

fatimah b said...

thanks my lovelies:)